شاديا دوت نت

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You were an addiction,
The GOD I prayed for,
My dearest obsession,
The reason I woke up to..
You were the beauty of this life,
The source of all color,
You were that light,
The main reason for my life..
You were a super being,
Gravity, next to you.. never seemed to exist;
Eden doesn’t compare to the majesty,
Of a place you graced with your presence.
That charm , scent ,and touch …
No human could resist..

Until you ripped off your skin,
And to life came your devil within.

Your solemn choice,
The only thing you were able to choose,
That’s where you saw all your strength come in use;
Being a coward is the most you can achieve,
Nothing else you are capable of being.

It’s a disgrace to be of the same race,
A shame for humanity all together,
To have you creature holding human right;
Your existence got Adam mourning in his grave,
Wondering how the hell he brought u to life.

You yourself can’t bear your truth,
Can’t even look into your own eyes,
That’s why you’re performing a 24/7 show,
That’s the reason for all those lies.

I pity you creature,
Not for your losses,
But for the stupidity you live in,
That victim role you’ve excelled,
And your supreme weakness you call strength.

I’m so sorry for you ,
You’ll forever live in void,
In the paradox you created,
But only in your mind!

Life is much easier,
Simpler and quiet;
All it takes is some balls,
And something GOD already gave:
The will and the brains.
But what you choose to do with it,
Is what differentiates!
I pity you.. with all my heart,
What’s the use of those,
When they’re imprisoned in a coward?
How could you call yourself a man,
When unable to take a decision-
Good or bad?
When you’re the first to flee,
The first to announce defeat?

Oh! How long I lived in your bubble!
Oh! How much it took to pop it!
My tears flooded the room,
My agony got the dead to mourn,
My angels held back;
They didn’t know what to do!
They couldn’t handle my dead body,
While my soul still lingered in there..
They watched my frightful nights,
They walked along in my lonely life,
They watched me wake up in sobs and tears-
When some night you chose to visit my dreams..
They were helpless…
Confused by the unique case:
A corpse breathing life,
Heart’s refusing to cease,
Not defining dead or alive!

Until I ripped your skin off of me,
And allowed the light to reach in..

I suddenly woke up to your truth;
With no rage or hatred,
I simply sympathize..
You’re sickness has eaten you alive,
You’ve allowed it to grow and enjoyed the pain..
You thought it distinguished you from the herd.
Pathetic, what can I say!
You’ll be waking up one day ,
To a sour, bitter, deep, eternal pain ;
And spend your days in pray,
Wondering what can compensate…

As for me,
Am embracing your truth,
I have gathered all your pictures,
And ripped them very slow,
Taking pleasure in throwing you out,
I don’t even need a memory of you…
And the magic played smooth:
I saw that life exists without you,
That there is some other light shinning brighter,
And someone else who could hold me tighter,
Another son of Adam that makes him proud,
Whose kiss could get the world spinning round …
I finally got to see it crystal clear;
I finally got to the core of reality;
Life is what I decide for it to be,
And only rewards the true fighters,
And bows to those that rise above the filth,
For those that glance behind at their destruction,
From a distance of million miles..
Look at their pain.. and shower them with smiles!!